12 years friend = 0

I totally got no mood recently....I have no idea.....=(
I don't know how to describe my feeling right now....
I'm sure that everyone have bosom friend before...
I felt i'm lucky all the times beacuse I have a bosom friend around 12 years .....
Therefore i very appreciate....

But now everything has changed ...
I know that actually a friend isn't meant to concern or care all the things...
But i just DON'T KNOW WHY??!!!!
Is it so hard to ask even though when someone is sick?

12 years friend is meaningless even though we're roommate but we seem like a stranger...
You have no regard for my feelings!!
I felt absolutely helpless when i'm sick....
What I need is just a simple care!!
But you didn't ... at all !
All you ask is why you sleep always?
Maybe a simple care really hard for you!! O maybe I'm sick in the wrong time!!
Because he came therefore you have no more time to care about your friend...
But after this, i realized that actually "12 years" is nothing..

I totally felt disappointed and tears dropped automatically in the midnight...
What i have done for you before is just like a stupid......
When you cry i stay beside.....You call me when you need me....
But in your heart...i'm nothing... just like we don't know each other...like a stranger!!!!
ThIs is called 12 years bosom friend... LIKE SHIT!!!!! FML

珍惜你身边那个爱生气的女人 *

* 她总是问 : 你在哪 ? 你干什么呢 ?

- 她很关心你 , 只是想跟你说说话 ; 你不给她发信息 , 她很矛盾 , 怕你在忙 , 但又忍不住想你 . 换了别人 , 爱干嘛就干嘛 , 她根本不会去关心 . 所以请你一有时间就问候她一下 , 让她放心 , 让她知道你心里有她 . 她总是主动联系你 , 她会觉得她贱



* 她说 : 天冷了 , 记得多穿衣服 ~

- 不要嫌她烦 , 不要说她像你妈 , 你妈妈有时可能都比不上她对你的关心 . 换了别人 , 冻死也不关她的事 ! 她知道你不傻 , 她只想让你知道她心里有你



* 她说 : 我不高兴了

- 不要怪她无理取闹 , 她不是真的不开心 , 只是想你了 , 只是想要你几句安慰的话 : 乖 ~ 别闹了 ~



* 她总说自己又胖了或者长得不够漂亮

- 不要觉得她嫉妒别人 , 她只是怕在你眼中不够完美



* 她总说你看谁谁谁他们怎么怎么样

- 不要说她贪慕虚荣 , 总羡慕别人 , 她只是想让你知道怎样做能使她高兴



* 她说你看谁多有钱 , 长得多帅

- 你不用生气 , 在她眼里 , 你是最好的 , 她只是想让你为了她努力奋斗



* 她不分场合的抱你 , 吻你

- 她不是炫耀什么 , 只是想让别人知道你俩有多好



* 她总说她会帮你 , 让你有事找她

- 其实她知道她帮不了你什么 , 她只想让你知道你还有她 , 她永远在你身边陪你



* 不论是过马路还是走在哪 , 她用手死死拽住你的胳臂

- 不要说她粘人 , 她只是告诉你她信任你



* 她总是走在你的左边

- 不要说她多事 , 她只是想离你的心更近一些



* 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气

- 别说她小气 , 不信任你 , 她其实是在吃醋 , 这表示她十分在乎你



* 她爱忧伤 , 爱掉泪

- 别怪她多愁善感 , 她只是缺乏安全感 , 你要知道 , 她很少会为别人流泪



* 在买东西时她总征求你的意见

- 别说她没主见 , 依赖你 , 她只是尊重你 , 凡事以你为先



* 出去吃饭 , 她吃得很少说吃不了 , 让你替她吃

- 别说她挑食或者浪费 , 她只是怕你吃不饱



* 买东西她总买便宜的

- 别说她小气 , 她只是想为你省钱



* 给你买东西 , 总买贵的

- 你可能不需要 , 不喜欢 , 但别怪她浪费 , 她只是想告诉你她可要把最好的留给你



* 跟你在一起总爱玩失踪

- 别说她淘气 , 吓唬你 , 她只是爱看你急着找她的样子 , 证明一下她对你来说是重要的



* 她总假装生气转身离开

- 记住 , 她不是真地想走 , 离开时想要被挽留



* 她会突然冷淡你 , 或向你撒娇

- 别怪她孩子气 , 她只是想让你哄哄她





永远不会发脾气的女人就如 同一杯白开水 -- 解渴 , 却无味





* 你迟到 , 她向你发脾气

- 是因为她紧张你 , 她怕你出了什么意外



* 你抽烟 , 她向你发脾气

- 是因为她担心你的身体健康



* 你喝酒 , 她向你发脾气

- 是因为她担心你酒醉后没有人照顾 , 更怕你在酒吧会出什么事 , 留下她一个人



* 你身上被发现有别的女人香 , 她向你发脾气

- 是因为她在乎你 , 你是她的所有 , 她不想跟别人分亨你



* 你臭袜子乱扔 , 她向你发脾气

- 是因为她关心你 , 她怕有一天你会被自己的臭袜子淹没 , 所以她要先把你训练好



* 你忘记她的生日 , 她向你发脾气

- 是因为她对你有所期待 , 她并不会要求一个陌生人记住她的生日





~ 女人是最讲理的动物 , 她的脾气往往导因于各式各样的理由

~ 女人也是最不讲理的动物 , 她的理由经常令人无法理解





女 人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事 , 发一场大得不能再大的脾气 , 因为女人对身边的男人有所要求 , 有所期望 , 所以常常会失望 ; 失落 .

因 此 , 女人容易对男人发脾气



身边有个会向你发脾气的女人 , 其实是一件多么幸福的事 !

而身边有一个会让自己发脾气的男人 , 对女人是最大的折磨 , 也是莫大的幸福 !





假如有一天 , 她不在为你生气 ..

留下的只有漆黑的房间 , 慌乱的心跳 , 述说着心灵深处的痛楚 ,

那寂寞的思念 , 那暗淡的惆怅 , 还有那幸福的幻觉 , 独自呓语 !





当 有一天 , 女人不在对男人发脾气的时候 , 那么一切就即将结束了 !

甜蜜的晚餐^^

19.7.2010（星期一）

Felt sweet todayyy....lovely dinner from my dear...^^

Today morning got feel like wanna eat tbr spaghetti....
But my class is end at 430pm...
Then i ask dear...How about we cook by ourself???
of courseee he say yes....because i know my dear won't let me disappointed...^^

After end class, we go buy stuff for lovely dinner tonight....^^
When arrived home, feel tired wanna take a nap then only wake up prepare dinner...
But suddenly received a call by karren say got staff wanna come our house to set up exhause fan...
So, have to wait for them...
But really feel sleepy, while they are set up the fan, i slept at living room while my dear is beside me....
After that, dear ask me wake up and go bedroom continue sleep.

When i wake up, i saw him sit beside me and looking at me...
I ask him y din take a nap....
He say he scare over slept then can't cook spaghetti for me....
I felt sweet and touch at that moment, felt lucky has he love.....

Then around 9pm, he start cook and i just stand aside and look at him...
I feel happiness when togather with him...
Finally, done my lovely spaghetti.....
heeeee^^ nice and delicioussss....
hu~~is very full now...

LAO GONG...I LOVE U FOREVER~~ <3 muackxxxxxx

24.6.10

24.6.10
Hapi anniversary to my dear......LOVE you, HOLD your hands forever.....
We've been togather 3 months....

Even though we've arguing and sadness always....
Maybe is not understand you enough....=(
Maybe you really dunno.......
Maybe give both of us some time....

Anyway.....dear....I just wanna let you know.....
I'm appreciate what I having now.....

I'm really missing u so much....Desperately need of you beside me all the time..
I felt sweettttttttt when you're by my side.....

Hope it last forever our relationship.
Because I really can't accept the fact of losing you..
You're my only one.. Love you, heart you forever...Muackxxxxxxx.....
<3<3<3

Me and u......

处女座ＶＳ白羊座




　　这是一个具有神秘吸引力的组合，尤其是因为这个是完全不一样的星座，所以对彼此产生了完全不同的魅力!不过这并不是一个保证能够长久的配对，能不能有结果就要看缘分了。



　　过招秘诀



　　羊羊的天真主动，会让老是定格不动的处女深受吸引，加上羊座是一个非常耀眼的星座，在人群中要不看到他都很难，所以处女会从注意他们到被他们深深地吸引，毕竟和羊羊一样天真又坦率的人真的不多了，会让一直以来不断追求“真、善、美”的处女眼睛一亮。



　　想抓住羊座其实不是件太难的事，只要你能和他们一样有明朗愉快又天真的态度，羊羊自然会把他视为同一阵营的，如果做不到他们这么热情，好歹也亲切一点，你对羊羊的好，羊羊会知道，有机会也会尽力地回报你，只要你对他们推心置腹，那么羊羊自然就会视你为知己了。

HEARTBROKEN

CAN U TRY UNDERSTAND MY FEELING AND WAT I NEED!!!! PLS!!!!!!!

muackxxxx ^o^

2.5.10 (sunday)
Today fall into a sleep at noon is sweet enough.....^o^
I dream my dear....heeeee...^^
This is second time i dream himm already...

I have a nice sleep because of this.....
That is a funny and sweet dream for me...

Dear,  i love you...
When i woke up, my 1st though is of u and i'll look at the phone expect got your message...
I'm glad to have your love.....
Your nearest is a never ending delight....

I have been thinking of u all the time..
I'm missing ur voice, ur laugh...
I MISS u badly..
And remember do take care of ur self o...

i'm looking forward to seeing you soon....^^

爱情需要理解。。。。。

dear...this is a meaningful article, but you don't understand what it means....
有一个男孩和一个女孩，女孩对男孩很好，男孩渐渐喜欢上了女孩，女孩也渐渐喜欢上了男孩，男孩最终和女孩在一起了。他们很相爱，感情很好。

男孩对女孩说：“我要你跟我一辈子......”

女孩对男孩说：“我要跟你一辈子......”

于是，男孩和女孩之间就有了一个约定，要永远生活在一起，永远不分开。男孩时时刻刻都在想女孩，女孩也时时刻刻想着男孩，男孩把女孩当成生命中最重要的人，男孩对女孩说：“你是最重要的，你要永远幸福......”于是男孩处处都让着女孩，但尽管如此，男孩和女孩之间还是经常发生争吵，最后都是男孩去找女孩，向女孩说对不起，女孩也每次都原谅男孩，这样，男孩和女孩的情感一天一天的增加，男孩很在乎女孩，女孩的一举一动都深深的影响着男孩，男孩很疼她，想让她幸福。男孩以前很坏，吸烟喝酒对男孩来说是再平常不过的事了，男孩学习很差，经常逃课，但自从有了女孩，男孩决定从头开始，好好学习，因为男孩想让女孩以后过得更加幸福，男孩去做了，从头开始，吸烟喝酒尽管还是有，但比以前少多了，因为女孩说过喝酒伤身，所以男孩很少喝了，因为女孩说过吸烟也会伤身，所以男孩也尽量少吸了，一切的一切，都为了女孩，女孩觉得自己很幸福，男孩努力的让女孩更幸福，这样过了一天又一天，男孩和女孩的感情丝毫没有改变，成了许多同龄人羡慕的对象，男孩很自豪，因为他有女孩，女孩很自豪，因为她有男孩......


然而有一天，男孩和女孩又吵架了。


男子和女孩－爱情需要理解 那天下着毛毛细雨，天很暗，许多对情侣在街上打着伞走过，走过男孩和女孩的身边，女孩流着泪，男孩在女喊身旁一言不发，男孩是因为别人送了女孩一件礼物，女孩很高兴，拿出来给男孩看，男孩看了不高兴，因为男孩认为女孩只属于他，虽然知道女孩会永远跟着他，知道那个人只是好心，但是男孩很怪，还是说了女孩，女孩气了，男孩看见女孩气了，更加生气了，心中一股烈火不知道往哪里发，男孩有说了女孩，女孩的泪更加多了，比天空中的雨滴得还快，之后，一片沉寂，男孩还是像以前那样，向女孩道歉，女孩推开男孩的手，男孩又上前握住女孩，女孩再一次推开了男孩的手......最后，女孩对男孩说了一句话：“你好过分！”男孩听了，转身就走了，女孩一个人站在街头淋着雨，流着泪......男孩走了，他是气了，真的气了.男孩独自走的回家的路上，他想哭！他一肚子的话不知从何说起，男孩知道是他不对，知道不应该伤女孩的心，让女孩流泪，他心也很疼！但男孩还是走了，头也不回的走了，他的心里在想什么，没有人知道，也许连他自己也不知道，男孩想问，这世上有谁能真正了解他，体会他，男孩很痛苦，比女孩痛苦，因为女孩只是在生气，在伤心，在流泪，而男孩，谁也不知道.男孩想的事情太多了，对女孩，他不知道是歉意，还是什么。他想女孩，真正想让女孩幸福，让女孩开心，不让她流泪。但是，男孩还是让她伤心了，流泪了，他不知道怎么办，不知道自己在想什么，也不知道他会怎样，只知道一个人走，淋着雨，心在燃烧，一个人在等，淋着雨，心在流泪......

男孩到家了，然而他不想回家，他突然转了身，向女孩在的街跑了过去，男孩在担心女孩，女孩在淋雨，会病的，女孩不回家，会被骂的......这时男孩想的一切都是女孩，他知道女孩在等他，在等他回来......果然，女孩在的，淋着雨，流着泪。男孩走到她身旁，女孩在发呆，男孩对女孩说：“我们不闹了，回家......”女孩的泪还在流，然而嘴里一直不停的解释，男孩阻止了女孩，说：“算了，我知道的，过去了......”女孩又哭了，不是苦的，是甜的，两个人牵起手回家了......到了女孩家门口，女孩笑了，那么天真，那么可爱，男孩也笑了......女孩要回家了，像平常一样，男孩也要走了，女孩又笑了，一样天真，一样可爱，男孩记住了她的每一个笑容，因为男孩喜欢看女孩笑，很喜欢......

sweet^^

22.4.10 ( thursday)
"I won't hurt you my dear, I promise you with my love.

I only will care, and love you everyday.
I like her playing with my hairs, hugging me. taking care of me.. Hmm.. That's sweet and lovely..

It's almost 1 month we've been together.. Love her so much.

Back here, I started to miss her already, her voice, her laughs, everything..
3 weeks for not seeing each other..
I think it's alright.. We're gonna make a perfect bonding after that... :D

I just want my dear to know that I love her so much. It's for the first time I'm so deep in love with someone..
You're my only one.. Love you, heart you forever. Muackss. "

WHEN i saw tis blog..... (When I saw his blog)
I feel very hapiness gt his love....^^ (I feel happiness to have his love)
I know im not perfect sweetheart....(I know I'm not a perfect sweetheart)
let dear get hurt always......(Letting my dear got hurt)
actually when i saw him like tat, my heart wil feel pain too....it wil cause me bad mood all the day....T.T
(Actually, when I saw him acting like that, my heart felt pain too, It'll caused me to have a bad mood all the day.)

Sometime im arguing wif him on purpose...(Sometimes I argued with him on purpose)
heeeeeeee^^coz i like saw him try 2 make me laugh.....(Because I like to see him trying to make me laugh)
that's cute enough.....^o^ (Bravo! Correct)
made me heart sweet sweet always.....muackxxxxxx (Made my heart sweet always..)

I like saw his smile because he has smile face......(I like to see him smile because he has a smilling face)
I like talking with him because i like listen his voice...(I like talking to him because I like to listen to his voice)
I like his hugging because i feel warmth....(Hehe.. ^^)
I like him hold my hand, let me feel that feeling of safety.....(I like him holding my hands, letting me feel the safety)

I dislike him smoking always because is harmful to his body...(I dislike him to smoke frequently because it is harmful to his body)

I won't force him to stop smoke immediately because i know is hard for him....(add a 'it' after know)
but i will try to control him avoid smoke too much....(but I will try and control him from smoking too much)

I just want my dear to know that i LOVE him too....
I'm savings all my love for u....^^muackxxxx

(Reedited by Dear Dear) ^^

special day^^

24.3.10(wednesday)


is a date where I'll remember always.........

It's the beginning of a sweet memory with my dear......

L~O~V~E.......^O^

uselesssss....

6.3.10(saturday）


After view my frez blog now onli i know....

i'm a useless girl...

i'm useless bcoz now onli conscious everything is changing...

i'm useless bcoz no conscious my frez unhapi...

i'm useless bcoz tat i cant do anything...

i'm useless bcoz i dunno wat can i do now....




soli 2 my dear frez.....

I'M A USELESS GIRLLLLLL....=(