I totally got no mood recently....I have no idea.....=(
I don't know how to describe my feeling right now....
I'm sure that everyone have bosom friend before...
I felt i'm lucky all the times beacuse I have a bosom friend around 12 years .....
Therefore i very appreciate....
But now everything has changed ...
I know that actually a friend isn't meant to concern or care all the things...
But i just DON'T KNOW WHY??!!!!
Is it so hard to ask even though when someone is sick?
12 years friend is meaningless even though we're roommate but we seem like a stranger...
You have no regard for my feelings!!
I felt absolutely helpless when i'm sick....
What I need is just a simple care!!
But you didn't ... at all !
All you ask is why you sleep always?
Maybe a simple care really hard for you!! O maybe I'm sick in the wrong time!!
Because he came therefore you have no more time to care about your friend...
But after this, i realized that actually "12 years" is nothing..
I totally felt disappointed and tears dropped automatically in the midnight...
What i have done for you before is just like a stupid......
When you cry i stay beside.....You call me when you need me....
But in your heart...i'm nothing... just like we don't know each other...like a stranger!!!!
ThIs is called 12 years bosom friend... LIKE SHIT!!!!! FML
